Relapsed.
Mental to think about how even as an infant my mother could already tell that I was never going to be normal. And now at 23 I show the same symptoms I used to show when I was 3. Just like I did throughout my life.
It was over from the start, wasn't it?

I don't feel as energetic as I once was in my early twenties. I can't bring myself to do anything meaningful in life. I can't read books. I can't watch movies. I can't get a job. I can't leave my house. I can't leave my bed. I can't hold a conversation with anybody. I can't even bring myself to play video games anymore. I'm completely drained.

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I guess I have to kill myself now.