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True but media could do with a bit more tasteless edge these days

I have a deep hatred of humanity within me. I love my family, and would never dream of hurting them, but I feel like I'm sub-human every day.
I don't remember when this started, but there's always a looming sense of dread that I can't escape. I know there's no one out to get me, but I can't stop feeling like I need to find a resolution to this pain, and fast.
What should I do? I need to feel something other than quick satisfaction or deep anger. I need control.