>>81496119
If you're actually autistic it's not your fault. Allistic people treat toddlers as if they were subhuman, but autistic children at that age are mentally at at least age 6 to 8, sometimes 9 to 10 (God knows I was).
When your brain need stimulation the most, your parents literally told you to shut up and stunted your growth.
It is not your fault.
>>81496149
Flicking the bean OR touching your ThinkPad
Are you by any chance in central europe? I'm kinda looking for an autistic GF who I want to wife up because I'm autistic too and allistic women don't understand like autistic women do.