>>40711959
idk wouldnt there be too much blood to notice when i do hit styro?
also that part of my wrist i font even feel fat im concerned that if i go any more than styro im going to cut stuff in my arm that doesn't need to be cut

>>40689487
im about to go to college
ive only been neet for like 3 and a half months. i will likely also find part time work but you seem to assume ive been a long term neet.
is what i said really that bad tho?
>>40689491
i knew about the physical and psychological damage it can do when i started abusing it and i still know today as i continue to abuse it. idk what could help as this point unless i give up starting college (at fucking 23) and let rehab houses restrict my access to it. i dont want to go to rehab but i want off of it i really do

i wish i was 18 again i dont wannt be an old 23 year old supposedly with more experience than everyone younger than me (absolutely not the case a lot of the time)

>>40074487
we can date if you stop repping