>in my 30s and feeling mortal
>would like someone to talk to about problems and just having fun with
>tried dating apps when i was young
>felt bad, no way to tell people's personality, it was all surface level
>no more apps, only real hunting
>see a girl i fall in love with 3-4 years or so
>talk with them for a bit and later ask them out
>get declined every time
