>>82391285
>How do you cope with the fact that you will never experience this?
Realize it was probably for the best. Whores are a bore. They were never sweet or charming. They were just rotten fuck holes with flies coming out of them like a beehive, but for maggots for nasty dudes with face tattoos and a criminal record longer than santa's naughty or nice list.
How can I love a woman knowing she is most likely a wicked swamp hag trying to get one over on me?
Sometimes my dick stays flaccid for days just knowing how superficial and empty it all is. I will never have that raw passion of a bitch trying to rape me instead of me raping her. Badass shit like that will never happen to me, where a bitch is riding my dick and moaning with pleasure and pain? Point is, it is fucked, there is no treasure at the end of the rainbow.