>>23128773
You have no idea. I have literally zero free will and am under the control of the voices 24/7. Technically you're not even talking to me you're talking to the voices posing as me. Your positive outlook falls flat when you realize the voices have caused me a fair amount of pain and when they're not they're usually bullying me. They've gotten in the habit of "accidentally" smashing all my wine glasses recently. Why? Because wine glasses are fucking stupid and you can just drink wine out of a regular glass, they say.
>>23128796
Yeah I'm working on it. You realize the meds only work cause the voices let them work right?