>>40794595
i myself have been having a lot of doubts recently, i don't relate at all to neither women or trannies, feel disgusting whenever i express femininity and am generally neurotic, lonely, vulnerable, feeling unfulfilled. i think i probably started trannying because i was bored, if i can even remember the original reason. now it's just an automatism to me that i want to take hrt and get ffs. but sometimes i can't help but look back on my life and think, wtf am i doing. is this really what i wanna be