>>513511367
Dude ive tried and tried... shes all fucked up cause before we dated her fiancee died of an overdose randomly and then we had the boy (i named him August after the meloncholy feeling of the summer ending and the golden sun that bathes you while you sit and reflect on your summer months) her mom also died recently and shes been super ill with really random and debiltating illnesses. She has post partom depression and she wants NOTHING to do with me. I get the odd text now and then but she never fucking picks up. I have so many goddamn hotwheels for my lil dude. I did give him a bunch of books before she made me leave and i hid a note for him in the eye witness spy book. She still has the books she says but hes only 4 so he hasnt seen it yet haha. One day ill see him again i know it. In the meantime i try to stay occupied....
