Thread 513505795

When did you last cry, /pol/?

>>513505795 (OP)
When my cat died of cancer at age 15 last year.
He was a good boy.

When the love of my life left me 10 years ago. Now I’m a bitter, soulless chud.

>>513505795 (OP)
the ending of this movie

>>513505795 (OP)
Watching James gunn's superman.

>>513505795 (OP)
when i watched the clip of jimmy stewart reading a poem he wrote about his dog

When i found a picture of my ex wife and son on my old camera. Havent seen either in 4 years.
I'm only 28 and i already have a jaded broken past lol only rock and roll and playing music in general keeps me going now.... lifes a bitch but you gotta keep going

>>513505795 (OP)
Never fuck anyone you love, never love anyone you fuck.

>>513506286
he look like a future chad

>>513506324
Heres to this

a good proper sob? shortly after my youngest sister was taken off life support. out of all my family and relatives she meant the most to me so i’ve been a broken man since then.

as for more of a eyes getting watery but nothing more than that? pretty much..

>>513506019
this

>>513505795 (OP)
Family cat died from renal kidney failure. Tried everything to save her, couldn't.
Spent the next few months walking out to her grave, removing the snow and praying in the dark.
Couldn't understand why an innocent creature had to suffer through no fault of its own. Couldn't understand at all. Went through hell praying to God in the snow, for hours, asking him to send her somewhere better. Don't know if he did, but I no longer feel immense loss.

>>513505795 (OP)
Crying rn tears of joy.
Such a great thread!

>>513505795 (OP)
at church, while a song was being sung, when confronted with the love of God the Father, who sees our pain and is God our Healer, through the power of the blood of Jesus Christ, His Son.

>mfw i read anons cat eulogy
RIP kitties

>>513505795 (OP)
Every day when I have to slice onions for service
Otherwise when my Grandpa died (actually when I read his obituary because no one told me he had died...)

>>513505909
many such cases

>>513506286
Fellow musician and lonely lad here. Stay in tune with God & music. Share music splendor with mankind & God alike. Good things are coming your way.

Peace.

>>513505795 (OP)
Yesterday for no clear reason.

>>513505795 (OP)
women are incapable of giving love, and undeserving of receiving it. women love how things make them feel, they are incapable of loving anything outside of their ego. Want a relationship? Find a woman you can tolerate, and learn to control her while she thinks she's in control. Want love? Get a dog or a cat.

>>513505880
fpsp

rip kot

>>513505795 (OP)
>When did you last cry, /pol/?
When Trump decided to protect jewish child rapists instead of serve our country.

Still going to vote for him, but I cried a little too.

I found "the one" and dumped her after she insisted on marriage, she was the person i have loved the most in my life and i could not trust her, all i could think about was how vulnerable i was to her, how she could destroy me so easily, she held my heart in a vice

So i let her go, being so attached to someone leads to disaster, she was perfect and loved me and i ruined her, it was the most sickening and revolting cry of my life, i cried out of guilt. If regular crying feels like washing your soul this felt the opposite my soul felt dirty

>>513506863
Cheers bro

Few days ago, probably. Been homeless a long time, too schizoid to work a traditional 9/5. Nearly 30. Finished a seasonal job, worried my payment is gonna be less than it should. Any payment will likely get me kicked off of SSI, but I hear there's a way to maybe get on it quickly again within a year. All under the table contract stuff, but maybe I can use it to get on disability insurance instead. The certainty of homeless scares me less than maybe improving my life.

>>513505795 (OP)
just now, was thinking about how i don't wanna kill you but i will probably have to because you are the type who farts in elevators and does not return the shopping cart.

>>513505795 (OP)
A few weeks ago when my grandmother was dying in the hospital

>already
At least she didn't cheat on him.

>>513505795 (OP)
> This soldier, I realized, must have had friends at home and in his regiment; yet he lay there deserted by all except his dog. I looked on, unmoved, at battles which decided the future of nations. Tearless, I had given orders which brought death to thousands. Yet here I was stirred, profoundly stirred, stirred to tears. And by what? By the grief of one dog.'

Napoleon Bonaparte, on finding a dog beside the body of his dead master, licking his face and howling, on a moonlit field after a battle. Napoleon was haunted by this scene until his own death.

the last time i took my dog to see the vet
4 years or so ago and every hunting season it makes me feel bad

THREAD THEME COMING IN HOT

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2q4RwTIkYk0

>>513507771
Do you guys actually have a soft drink that has reindeer blood in it? Some guy at work was talking about it

This is the gayest post on 4chan. But for me it was when my dad died and anytime something good happens in my life and I don’t get to share it with him. Most recently my second son was born.

>>513505795 (OP)
>so fucking fast
Kek she was getting a train ran on her from day one

>>513505795 (OP)
Years ago

>>513505795 (OP)
I put my dog down in May

>>513505795 (OP)
When I watched the ending of the Allosaurus episode of Walking with Dinosaurs that concluded with Big Al's premature death

>>513505880
Mine of 18 years was put to sleep just a couple weeks ago. She had a blood clot in her eye and it looked like a blueberry so I flew back up to see her last few days with the family

Huh. I also like a slut. I have to remember not to cry when she gets drunk at a rave and bangs another guy.

>>513507637
This is one of the rare things that make me cry, unironically. In Kingdom Come Deliverance, when coming back to the village after two weeks, the blacksmith's dog still barking and whining next to his dead master's body, only time vidya made me cry. If any game dev reads this, remember that. Also women are barely sentient and do not experience this but will cry for literallly anything else.

>>513506286
>ex
>1 year old baby
>28 year old man
I'm guessing she went nuts and left you.

>>513505795 (OP)
I took to browsing the Reddit home page after a 10 year hiatus. Meaning I looked around during the 'front page of the internet' self gloss. It seems like fucktards are putting that FP shit on this board and it deserves a permaban.
OP is, without a doubt, a nigger.

>>513508796
The emotion should be anger and wanting to knock her teeth out. (Then knocking her fucking teeth out.)

>>513505880
My cat passed five years ago. He was only a couple months away from 15 and cancer just tore through that little man. Life is wonderful in many ways but those few short months left an irreparable tear in my heart.

lmao

>>513508968
She's cute though. Just a little dumb. What I actually want to do is knock her up since it'll make it hard for her to cheat, since most guys avoid single moms like the plague. Then she'll be mine forever.

>>513506286

damn cuh, try to find your son, he needs a dad

>>513509372
>>513508796

>>513508121
first time im hearing about that
no i dont think so

>>513509372

yah because women with kids never leave their men......................

>>513506286
At least they still alive

>>513505795 (OP)
Who cries? That's pretty gay and not very manly anon. You have to bury it all down deep inside you.

>>513506286
he's already bald gg

>>513505909
>>513506286

my ex left 5 years ago and kept my kids away from me for ~9 months. bitch tried to take them away forever. these women have no conscience

I cried some then

I grew up in a broken home, hostile, violent stepdad, but 2020 was the worst year of my life

>>513505795 (OP)
Never love a woman who doesn't love you more than you love her. It just makes everything so simple, as the only person who you need to worry about is yourself and your own infidelity. If you have trouble having a woman love you more than vice versa, it's because you don't love yourself to begin with. Bitches pick up on that fundamental confidence

>>513505795 (OP)
stop loving women. The jewish media created movies and books and other bullshit to make you think that this is what women want. Loving is a woman's job. You only tell her you love her because its something she wants to hear. But as far as the actual thing called love.. Thats not a mans job and its not what women want. Women sometimes will want you to pretend to love them so you can get in their pants. And they will let you know when they want you to do that. Its really simple.

>>513505795 (OP)
I watched the original Star Wars a few days ago. I cried at Luke peering off into the distance of Tatooine looking at the two moons. It made me realize that there will never be entertainment for white people ever again. The west is culturally dead.

>>513505795 (OP)
>When did you last cry, /pol/?
Like in 2016 when I got home after wrecking my car on a road trip with 4 friends. I was decompressing after finally getting home and it hit me that I coulda killed or hurt someone, and my life would have been permanently changed

>>513509469
I'm also quite nuts, yes. But sluts are fun. Knocking them up to cripple their partying liftstyle appeals to me on an instinctive level.

>>513505795 (OP)
I haven’t cried in over a decade. Nothing makes me cry anymore. I was beaten down by life so much in my 20s that I became an emotionless husk in my 30s. It’ll probably happen to a lot of you. I feel very little of anything. I don’t get sad but I don’t get happy. I have a vague feeling my life is horrible but can’t pinpoint how or why. I feel like I simply exist now, until some unseen hand decides I shouldn’t any longer.

>>513505795 (OP)
i cry daily

>>513510513
You okay, little buddy?

When my fiance committed suicide. I haven't cried since, even though I've wanted to

>>513505795 (OP)
Trust a white woman's wisdom

>>513505795 (OP)
oof, haven’t had that feel in like 23 years

damn brutal hope he recovers some chicks are sluts nothing you can do

My youngest and last kid due to medical reasons is 4. We recently realized we have no reason to keep the stroller and it is huge, takes up a lot of space. I teared up rolling my fingers across it the other night. All those memories.
Before that it was probably when my wife's uterus literally exploded during childbirth, almost killing her and my youngest. The realization that if we were to have any more it would be through adoption which we probably couldn't afford made me weep in the hospital. Before that was when my mom died when I was in college.
On the other hand my wife cries from television shows. Its weird to me.

>>513510988
I should add i did not let her see me be anything other than stoic in the hospital. The way I wrote it sounds like I cried in front of her, while I was trying to ease her mind and let her focus on surviving and then recovering. I fully blame the coof test they made her take on arrival to the hospital. Not even joking I think the test ruined my chance of having 4 kids.

>>513506286
mf I’m 36 and didn’t have a steady dad, but I’m always there for my boy.

mf he’s still not even making memories yet get the fuck in there while you still can

>>513505795 (OP)
While watching Highway to Heaven a few days ago

>>513505795 (OP)
Kid has joined the club.

>>513505795 (OP)
man op accidentally posted the best thread on /pol/

>>513510325
Dog you have got some fucking issues you need to sort out
Also, you type like you do drugs

>>513510325
>quite nuts

no homie you’re a danger to yourself and others and I’m not even trying to be mean

>>513506286
Why can't you see your son?
You want to try to keep a close relationship with him. Trust me. You'll regret it for the rest of your life if you don't and he may not want to talk to you when he's older. It gets harder to talk to him the longer you wait

>>513505795 (OP)
This is probably the gayest post I’ve ever seen, and the flag is fitting

>>513505795 (OP)
when my dad died, january.

I got drunk and started ruminating on my dad's failing health. My only regret was that my wife saw me. She gave me a hug, but it feels like a fuckup anyway.

>>513505795 (OP)
About a month ago when I was trying to beg my 97-year-old grandfather to go to the hospital and then he had been in so much pain he couldn't sit up in bed without yelling.
I don't think I cried but about this time last year close to my birthday I had a "right-wing family oriented wholesome" girl revealed that she had been leading me on and wasting my time for 4 months.
If you ever find out a chick visited Crystal Cafe even after you've known her sometime don't walk away, run
It took a lot of energy not to call her a evil paranoid bitch

>>513505795 (OP)
My advice to picrel guy is to hate her. Cold bitter angry hate. Fastest way to get over it and the only thing that will heal the wound and let him move on properly.

Hate.

>>513505795 (OP)
Very recently.
Over a videogame.
I cry very easily.
Im weird. I didnt cry when my father died.

>>513505909
Now hate her for all she did to you and the way she used you. Your soul will come back to you, good as new and ready for new adventures.

>>513509372
You're a closeted faggot. Cuckolding is closeted homosexuality. Go to a gay bar and take it up the ass that'll be more straightforward, anon.

>>513508135
And this is the easiest to deal with, because it happens when everything has gone right. The child eventually mourns the loss of his or her parents and continues the family line with his own children.

>>513511706
The opposite of love is not hate but indifference.

>>513511721
You probably understood that it's normal for children to live on after their parents die, to assume family leadership.

i don't remember
not like it wasn't recent i'm pretty sure it was this year, i just don't remember

>>513511913
You don't get to indifference except through hate. Don't try for indifference. Go for hate, which has an element of coldness to it that may become indifference or may stay ice cold.

>>513510269
based binary sunset enjoyer

>>513510570
pain makes us stronger. Everything will come together one day. I hope you and all the other anons find peace

>>513510770
God, why she did that?

>>513505795 (OP)
I cried about an hour ago for those innocent Gazan children if they do survive understand why they get radicalized. Its because of Jews. I was MAGA until I knew Trump was turly MIGA. I am embarassed to be american.

>>513505880
Imtsorry anon, for me it was when my childhood dog was dying of kidney failure and my parents were too cheap to take him to a vet.

>>513505795 (OP)
I can't remember. Before my dad died.

>>513505795 (OP)
Negligently shot myself a few months back and yeah I teared up a bit

>>513505795 (OP)
I actually cried last night after getting my bootyhole split wide open by the biggest BBC I’ve ever seen

>>513505795 (OP)
The last time I listened to Biff the Friendly Purple Bear

>>513512207
Literal heaven

>>513505795 (OP)
I dunno,
I used to get drunk by myself and stare in the mirror with a glock to my head trying to build the courage to pull the trigger. I’d often cry in frustration when doing that.
I was having a hard time post zogbotting . Wasn’t even a loser. Was having regular sex with multiple girls, making $80k+ 2013-2017 with an easy respectable job, was active and fit, and could have been social if I’d wanted to. I don’t know if I’ve cried since marriage, I’ve gotten teary eyed in frustration arguing with my wife, like I said I have problems, so sometimes marriage is hard for her and I struggle to fix my issues.

>>513511367
Dude ive tried and tried... shes all fucked up cause before we dated her fiancee died of an overdose randomly and then we had the boy (i named him August after the meloncholy feeling of the summer ending and the golden sun that bathes you while you sit and reflect on your summer months) her mom also died recently and shes been super ill with really random and debiltating illnesses. She has post partom depression and she wants NOTHING to do with me. I get the odd text now and then but she never fucking picks up. I have so many goddamn hotwheels for my lil dude. I did give him a bunch of books before she made me leave and i hid a note for him in the eye witness spy book. She still has the books she says but hes only 4 so he hasnt seen it yet haha. One day ill see him again i know it. In the meantime i try to stay occupied....

>>513512018
Hate just like love still being an emotion so if you hate her you still being emotionally invested on her so you will keep wasting tume and energy ruminatingon her but this time in a negative way.

Therefore once you are indifferent to her is when actually you finally moved on.

>>513511944
Nah you are reaching you dont know me. If im here im not assuming any family leadership anytime soon, probably never i would hope.

>>513505795 (OP)
I have a niggers attitude towards women, and it's always served me well. Never cried over a woman. Every relationship that ended, I ended it. And I slap all my bitches when they get too big for their breeches and forget their place.

>>513505880
Sorry anon. I cried like a baby when my dog died a little while back. He was really my only real friend

My dad died in 2006, when I was 13. I lived in NYC from 2017 until early this year when I moved back to my hometown, so visiting his headstone on his death anniversary last month for the first time in nearly a decade crushed me. He was my best friend bros ;_;

>>513512482
So you agree with pic related?

Its ok bros
And if its not it will be

>>513505795 (OP)
I got teary eyed at the birth of my kids, but the only time I have ever full on “cried” was when my father died.

>>513505880
I'm very sorry. The only reason I don't have a cat or dog is because I know it'll tear me apart when they inevitably die. I'd trade every poopskin on earth for one more day with my childhood dog

>>513505795 (OP)
Last week when I listened to the latest Sleep Token album. Been a while since I ever cried for a femoid.

https://youtu.be/eGuu7NiALvo?si=m6vFGwugc5nAiCLQ

Fuck it bros lets just get wasted all this sad talk is killin me man

>>513505795 (OP)
I dont want to lose my pupper. I had him in my arms and was thinking about losing him for whatever reason. I love the little guy so much.

>>513505795 (OP)
Pro tip, never tell anyone outside of your parents this

>>513512251
This is why my buddy keeps my guns in his safe at his house haha

>>513505795 (OP)
lol she was fucking behind his back, this dude is clueless

>>513505880
Mine was 15 too, lost my lil battlecat a few months ago to a brain tumour and had to get him put to sleep. All his life he had free reign to go out whenever and wherever he wanted and had been with me all over the country. He got along with all cats and dogs, just didn't get fazed by anything. RIP to all catfrens.

>>513513110
It will happen one day, and you're going to want a bottle of whisky in storage for when it does.

>>513513173
Why would you tell your parents?

>>513506286
Why his ears look like the goblin from sin city? You got big ass fuck ears too? Based.

>>513505880
Sorry anon. I'm sure the cat loved you, unlike this redditor.

>>513505795 (OP)
Have you tried kidnapping her for drug fuelled sex with no escape?

They tend to enjoy that.

>>513513979
They usually care unlike most
>im referring to OP’s question not the dogshit preddit post

I've been crying either every night or when i first wake up for the past 11 months. I cant fucking stop it, no matter how much I work out, focus on work and business, or try to escape in nature. and the fucking irony is - I should be at peace right now - I'm in the top 3-4% of income earners even 10 years my senior, I own a home, multiple cars, vacation or backpack for 10 weeks every year.

I've been shot at, i've seen most of my childhood friends die. I've lost millions of dollars in businesses. I've lost a marriage. I've lost all my family. God will not grant me peace. Even though I have overcome much...I feel like I am eternally damned. My heart is stone.

I pray every morning for love to make its way back into my life - for companionship, for country, for meaning, from God.

I don't know how most guys in their 20s or early 30s do it quite honestly. This has been an exhausting ride so far - I literally don't enjoy anything besides forcing pain (fasting, attempting insane hikes, cold plunges/swims) to make myself feel alive.

>>513505880
My 3yo dog died by poisoning. We never figured out if she ate some shit in the field or if someone intentionally threw poison in our yard (many such cases here).

>>513505795 (OP)
My bpd ex gf when she broke up with me/told me she was going up to another city on a “trip” and that she was never coming back
There was so much stress and anger and pent up emotion i lost it, i tried so hard to make things work but with bpd girl its fruitless.
Got the last laugh though went on tinder and hooked up with a hot art chick and we happened to walk around that same big city and she saw us and stalker texted me that she was “happy for me” bitch has mental issues and i know she was comparing herself to the hot one and crying.
Bitch got what she deserved

>>513514057
Just ask yourself....."what would elvis do?"
Thats what i do to keep going...

>>513514057
Have you tried sitting quietly in a room alone for an hour?

>>513506286
Bat boy?

>>513505795 (OP)
Once a month, I cry, shit and masturbate simultaneously

>>513505795 (OP)
A few nights ago because the numbness in my arms has gotten more severe lately meaning I’m getting sicker regardless of the treatment
>>513505880
Sorry about your cat bro it’s very hard to lose pets

>>513514225
bad tinnitus so I cannot stand complete silence, I spend most nights alone intentionally though and just read or learn new shit (or I go out to mountains/lakes and night ride/hike)

>>513511680
My gf has posted there, but we met on /r9k/ so I really can't judge her too harshly.