Sounds like you're emotionally exhausting and dependant on others. As someone else who is a freak I've found that being upfront with that stuff helps filters out the chaff who would leave you the second you start being yourself. Don't wear a mask it's exhausting.

>>82063835
Welcome to the club, pal. It's a shame that a fucking monkey won the race of evolution. Look at how much crows or certain breeds of parrots can do with their pea sized brains. Their brains are 35-40 times smaller than that of apes and they actually outperform them in many ways and posses similar cognitive functions.