Midnight is gonna be the biggest humiliation ritual yet. SMC will be full of black elves, amani has a girlboss queen along with every other faction in the game, more established classic characters will be thoroughly humiliated and thrown in the trash, more "muh morally grey" hack writing and "is le light... le bad guy?!" Etc. I hope you're prepared.

donken

>for like 3 months I did drawabox and drawing on the right side of the brain excercises
>showed incredible discipline (for me), literally drew and practiced every day
>stop for some reason
>now it's been like 4 months without drawing

I don't understand how I could be totally disciplined for a long stretch of time, but now I keep telling myself I need to draw again because I feel empty without creating, but I haven't been able to will myself to actually do it

såhär ser jag ut när jag tänker på era förfärliga livsöden

How many of you here are actually just cowards. I had a revelation tonight. I'm a an authentic coward. This is the only thing hat has stopped me my entire life. How did I become a coward? I really couldn't tell you but I am.

Its literally sickening. Today was another major test of my courage and I failed. I fled. I'm so sick of myself.

>want to say nice things to people but too cowardly to say them
>want to share my opinion but I'm too much of a coward
>I want to socialize and laugh and play but I'm too scared.
>I always told myself when SHTF I would be a badass

I'm such a fucking coward that even when I'm black out almost deadly levels of drunk people still thought I was a sober quiet person