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Man, Pillars of Eternity could've been a classic, but it sucked ass instead. It sucked so much ass that I almost made a youtube essay video (before those were popular) about how much it sucks, but a fateful hard drive crash erased all my work.

I have the whole game in my head, I just don't know how to code, write, make music or draw and I don't have the money to pay for it all.

When will my suffering end?

every time a girl has shown signs of liking me, i've been too much of a pussy to make a move because i think i've deluded myself into seeing those things
despite the fact that i KNOW, in retrospect, that they were genuinely interested in me
i'm 18 - graduated hs last month and starting uni come september - how do i avoid fucking this up in the future? it feels like i've already missed the boat on a few wonderful people to the point where i don't know if it's worth trying for anyone else.
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