Monday is going to be my "Get back on the Lock In Cart" month. If I hate my life anyways I might as well hate it while improving things I don't like about myself instead of just coping with things that perpetuate my misery.
The truth is that even if I THINK women will be repulsed by me because of my acne and lack of muscles, that is likely more in my head and I am just holding myself back. The only way to get over this is to fix the issue.