>>82408172
>but at least they are recognizing that im at least trying
that's good honestly, i hope everything works out with the bike job! despite me trying really, reallyhard to get a job during this summer my mom still thinks im "just being lazy and thats why you can't find a job" and it annoys me greatly. but i've learned to ignore 90% of the thing she says so it's whatever
>and rewriting/expanding my utilities in a proper programming language
uhm, are those really hard to do? they definitely sound hard to do.
also, what's your picrel about?
>>82408184
>That does sound pretty true
it's the base of a lot of addictions. you think feeding it is what stops the stress and makes you feel good, but in reality, it's feeding it that creates stress in the first place. if you keep feeding it you're going to keep being stressed until you feed it again, but if you never feed it... then you're never going to look forward for the next release and so with time your body will stop craving for it.
>I still get boners and horny thoughts
i mean duh, we're still humans after all. it's normal to get them sometimes. it's abnormal to get the ALL the time.
>It's one of the few things
you really oughta find something else then anon. and keep in mind, if you didn't do it in the first place, you wouldnt have the need to appease the craves in the first place. therefore less stress in general! besides, the transient rewards it gives are not worth frying your dopamine receptors over.
