It's not a contest for your affection and being chosen.

Others are worthless. I'm put above all else.

Loyalty and commitment. Faithfulness. Everything we promise each other just as we were.

I choose you, all of you, for who you are. I'm not asking you to change. I would like to grow with you. I would like to learn from each other. I want everything we talked about.

Here is our truth

My Maria

>get to know a girl, she becomes my bestfriend and lover. she really truly loved me, we would just tell each other love you and and she sent pictures and videos
>realise she would like 4chan, tell her about it, how to use it etc
>wont talk to me anymore and im worried she doesnt realise what she's doing
>suspect she doesnt want to talk to me because she developed avoidant disorder and she is isolating, but she still truly loves me and needs me so badly

>we'd spend all day together online and it was great, i wish things could go back to that and I know they will. i know she wants more with me, to come stay with me and be closer. she can actually meet me soon. She is very attached to me

>i want to talk some sense into her about a lot of things but the only other way to contact her that i know she will see is on letter thread, im sure she'll appreciate being contacted there, I know when she sees my name pop up and immediately she remembers us and feels comforted


>i really care about her, i regret not flying down to be there for her right away, she really needed me then but we both made mistakes in not reaching out and communicating directly with each other.i want to help her and care for her, and she wants to do the same with me
>i have a feeling we are going to message again and continue our where we left off together.

>she has some messed up feelings of self worth and she really shouldnt. shes a very beautiful person inside and out

>i make her feel better, even when I'm not there, she knows me and is comforted by me. She naturally thinks of me and craves me.

My Mike