I don’t wanna blackpill further but i think there aren’t solutions to this problem. Just find a new obsession and drink/do drugs responsibly to fill the unending void.

I tried all: got money, a 50k€ car, i spent 1200€ for an image counseling and dress armani, i did charity and volounteered, traveled abroad, went to uni, reached elite levels in PL, calistenichs and BB
Played guitar in a band(with a bc warlock transparent that i customized with leds and neon strings that glows under blacklight) i produced edm in fl studio and i even worked 12 hours a day as a PT
As side hobbies i have reading philosophy(nihilism in primis) gardening and ornamental fishes, competitive vidya(i was getting payed in destiny 1) and insects(especially butterflies and moths)

My body. I’m short (176/178cm and with an average penis 15.5/16 long and 13.5 girth)
I have about 100k€ of surgery budget so i guess that a solution would be to try some hard look maxing before giving up

Gospeed anon, you’re not alone and i’m hoping you will find a gf and/or peace

>>82288008
Yes. Alot
Passionate about fitness, music, rich, average height, blue eyes and with a improvement mindset.
Virgin too. I think that i unironically i built my passions about the kind of girl i want.

>>76524400
Noce dubs (all homo)
Thanks.
I squat 200kg but i mainly train quads with front squats, bulgarian split squats, sissy squats and reverse nordic curls. I also do uphill sprints and hikes.

>>76505540
I envy you. I wish to fell it at least once in my life.
This is my body

I don’t really know what else to do. Nothing seems to work. Yea I won’t kill myself but i’m probably hide in my home until i die cutting all connections to the outside world. I remember when i was a teen and was the first to get driver license and car driving around my friends with their gfs and wondering when will be my turn. 10 years later still nothing

>>76317737
Pic related