>>76625433
Day 93 and so far:
>Got the phone of a 19 year old
>Went on a date with a 22 year old
>Make more money
>Connected more with God
>Males respect me (and fear me for some reason)
>Broke my bench PR

Cons:
>Still not fully happy
>Still some urge waves here and there
>Miss having a gf
>Get angry more easily
>Get to see through peoples bullshit and makes me blackpilled

But at the end of the day i would encourage anyone to start nofap just because of the humiliation ritual of fapping, it's trully embarassing so just stop.

>>76318112
>Damn. She wasn’t even my gf and i miss her so much.
>Why are we attracted to what will inevitably hurt us?
It's dopamine, you have that nice view but it doesn't match the energy that she gave you, she was your drug, she made your days, you were complete with her, her validation, her caring about your shifts, her being there, her smilling at you, her telling you her problems and relying on you, that view can't give you those feels, the view would be an addition if she was there with you right now.

>But if i may ask is the pain worth it?
It's not worth it, my life is a living her right now, the low is as bad on how good the high was. I had 2 gf's after her and she would send me messages that I told her we are getting married and that I should I drop the other girl. She also found me two weeks ago on my nightwalk with her friend and she wanted me to get in the car for a ride (her friend was riding) she called me the next day and I didn't answer, i pussied out because i'm scared of her, i can't describe you my pain.