>>213883271
vois iteki mennä sänkyyn vaan kärsimään

>>40883455
I have been to many shrines, Fushimi a few times.
I have donated. I have prayed.
But nothing responds. Nothing changes.

>survive so much
>the reward is surviving more
>except this time you need to put on a smile and a mask for the hapless animals around you that will never understand why you are the way you are
>they tell you to try yoga, walks and standing in the sun because it helps them!
waow

I had big hopes and dreams.
They weren't even that unrealistic. I only needed some support.
But through years and years of attrition, they were completely destroyed.
I have only one goal now, to get a job, to move out of my mother's apartment, to live as an hermit, to masturbate and play video games and watch anime everyday until I'm like 30 or 40 and then kms.
So, so pathetic.

>>212248397
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Li1_Ro9e2_4

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