>>33535860
nta but honestly bugger off with this hot shower shit
I regularly have freezing cold showers just to try to feel alive. at least if I was a toiling peasant in the past I'd have some sense of purpose and family
>>33535870
what do you mean how??? I never got to a position where I was able to have this
>>33535871
>has friends that invite him out every weekend
lol no. I haven't regularly partied in several years. also the most I do when I go out is drink
>>33535875
I've never gotten laid though kek, only cuddled
not that it matters kek, honestly it's the least of my worries atm. the rest of my life is in complete disarray and I can't even get a job
>>33535877
except it's not fake kek. if I could be normal and successful, I would
>>33535879
>Should I reach out
you might as well say hi at least

>>33232813
I'm hesitant to try and start another suicide cult ever since I got arrested thanks to some fucker ratting me out, but I'm still set on killing myself someday so if anybody else does want to join at the time and has the means to, they're more than welcome