>be me
>spend a few years as a NEET
>eventually get fed up, start getting fit, looking for a real career
>finally get my shit together, making money, no longer fat.
>still completely empty inside

My outlook is so bleak bros.
All this shit is pointless if I'm completely fucking alone. I just work and come home now.

Forget real relationships, I cant even find a whore to fuck, Im so alone. I know some faggot is going to tell me to just pay for sex but thats a last resort once I reach prime wizardhood

>>520195872
Things can always turn around

I have liquor being delivered

who else goebelsmaxxed?
have you ever had success with anything? I've been spinning my wheels for over two decades since the teen years
everything you want takes years to improve and waiting for them to happen will drive you insane (and sui for some) and feels so devoid of everything when you literally have nothing, either it breaks you or you just cope, which the desperation feels even worse during those times

>>721181948
Wrong
It takes only a spark to start a prairie fire.

I should find a hobby or something to do, but I just feel numb towards everything.

>>509390797
Where are we headed svenska?
Does the chaos bleed into reality?
Or are we birds binging on a very salty soup?

>>211687805
>nerdeydin bu arada 2.5 sene
5-6 ay pirinç parla yapacam hocum diye spor+düzenli beslenme
1 sene yedek subaylık REİSe kıyma olma haBBı
3-4 ay pirinç parla+spora devam
5 ay muvazzaf subaylık eğitiminden sonra istifa REİSe kıyma olamadım 700 bin beton biriktirdim