>>5098154
it's 50/50 between larp and how i really feel desu. ben does not already have a gf, you probably saw that on twitter some guy was angry at people making "false" statements about emma dating ben and that person got confused thinking jude, who went with his gf to the premier was ben.
>Also, she says in her new Cosmopolitan interview that she's not seeing anyone right now.
correction, she says she's not dating anyone THIS minute but her relationship status is changing constantly, you can infer from that even if she's not dating right now, she has been dating in the past but her relationships didn't last much
>"I'm not dating so much right at the minute because I'm really busy, but it's ever changing."
there's also this next excerpt which leads me to believe she's referring to ben, keep in mind if they're really dating they're only been together for a couple months and are still knowing each other
>"distance is always really hard if you're away working. But when you find somebody who understands what you're working on and what you're doing, it doesn't have a negative impact as much as you think it would. You just have to find the right person."

>>213444751
holy shit are you me bro? i think and feel exactly the same, at first i only felt admiration but now i've formed a parasocial relationship with her, she's the most beautiful woman i've ever seen in my entire life and i can't feel attraction to anyone else, it pained like hell when i had to accept she's dating ben ellis and he most likely took her virginity, he gets to enjoy her body and her love while people like us only get to dream of her.
i suggest you read the last interview she gave to cosmopolitan, it made me realize she's not as perfect and we don't have everything in common, it definetly helped me a bit in taming the obsessive feelings even if for a little while