>>40332826
idk nonna that's for you to figure out
i'm not your shrink, i'm but an anon in a sea of anons in the interwebs. i'd go give the gender dysphoria bible a read and see if any of it seems interesting, and beyond that do some thinking but please please keep an open mind. we humans have extremely stupid notions of gender that, like it or not, play a massive role in how we're percieved by ourselves and others, but despite being stupid they aren't set in stone constants
there isn't a tranny orthodoxy, you aren't gonna get ousted by the gender inquisition for figuring yourself out. maybe you're trans, maybe you just dislike typically masculine features on yourself, idk because i'm not you nor do i know you