>>33385840
I want to be smarter. I'm thinking of taking an IQ test (legit administered by psychologist in controlled setting) and killing myself if I get below 130. I'm already short and ugly, so if I'm also dumb and untalented, why live? I'm nothing more than what I do. If I enjoy playing music, but somebody is more talented than me at that, what am I contributing? I should just step aside and let the gifted thrive. It's all I can do as a midwit.

What's ironic about recognizing greatness is that I don't have the intelligence to fully appreciate it. Trapped in the darkness created by my own inferior brain. I've owned a coil of strong nautical rope for a while... And just like that I nearly cried for the first time in a year, nearly...

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>>714009789
stopping suselle will save the doe trust the plan
catti is in tune with the occult and supernatural