by ash i mean pic related
i felt traction but yea too much shit and even if i try harded for fun someone would tell eventually and i wouldn't like trying anymore since would be constant

I think i will make a plushie because i need to just hug my little moon cutie pie

I don't know what I have done wrong to deserve this never ending loneliness. So many guys have gfs yet I never had one outside of one online where she ended up ghosting me after 6 months. I am still a khhv I just want to hug a girl and cuddle with her while we watch a movie or anime together. I look normal, I am tall, I have even lost most of my fat and I am no longer overweight. Is autism really such a curse. I just want to give love and receive love back why is that I never ever get a real chance.