Why the fuck am I reading so much in Chad's thread? I can't give you any advice because this shit is too abstract for my brain to handle

>>82111762
Bump. Especially for the last paragraph. This is the reason I question whether I have BPD or not. I do have a lot of emotional dysregulation that results in implosion, so I'm like an introverted / quiet BPD, but I can't reference any past relationships I've had because I've been an incel. What else could cause feelings like this?

Something is wrong with me, and I'm lonely.