My anxiety is kicking in right now. I'm super worried that "the worst thing Jax will do" is causing Ragatha to abstract. If it is driving someone into abstraction, then I hope it isn't my beautiful angel, Ragatha. My fragile mental health is unhealthily reliant on Ragatha's well being. If Ragatha is happy, I am happy, if Ragatha is sad, I am sad, and so on. if she dies then something in me might fucking break. Let me cope, if Jax does cause anyone to abstract, it'll more likely be Gangle. Jax has a bigger history with bullying her than Ragatha, so it would make more sense... I hope. Just please, anyone but Ragatha. Don't take my queen away from me I am begging you Gooseworx.

>I made it up
>this reaction
>ominous music
Something is going on here. I dunno what, but something is going on.