https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DUQS5Sq8NnA&list=RDDUQS5Sq8NnA&start_radio=1
And the Lord wished to crush him, He made him ill. The Holy One, blessed be He, wished to crush him and to cause him to repent; therefore, he made him ill.
וה' חפץ דכאו החלי. הקב"ה חפץ לדכאו ולהחזירו למוטב לפיכך החלה אותו:
If his soul makes itself restitution, etc.. Said the Holy One, blessed be He, “I will see, if his soul will be given and delivered with My holiness to return it to Me as restitution for all that he betrayed Me, I will pay him his recompense, and he will see children, etc.”
