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>sounds like you're the one who's getting your hopes high lol
Naaah, I think my boat's sailed for the moment being. I'm a fakecel but I truly feel I won't be able to have a committed lover until I become somehow better. Kind of sad to think like that, but I mean, nobody would want to date a NEET with self-esteem and mental health issues in comparison to someone with a job, good mental and physical health lol.
>I don't think I have BPD
Nah nah, I wasn't accussing you, dw. It's just scarily similar to how it feels when I'm doing really bad mentally and it's due to someone making me feel unsafe. But even without the bad triggers behind, I still say whatever's on my mind with whoever is around. I can kind of filter what I say, but I end up saying it anyways. It's like choosing the most risky dialogue options in a game but somehow having more positive results than negative ones.
>we'll eventually get there!
God, I pray for that, my brother. I want to stop being a NEET and have a normal job and a decent pay, and help my mom and save up to buy a decent notebook...
>this oversexualized society kind of disgusts me. The whole hookup culture and whatnot. I want something real and not just be "a talking dick".
That's literally what I tend to look for but it's so hard. For both sexes, or all, idk gay people struggle a lot in relationships, even more than str8 pipo apparently.
And yeah, don't worry, I get ya, I have the freedom to just yap about whatever in here, but some intimate details will obviously be left behind to protect my identity. This is the thread I frequent the most and visit the most, since almost everyone here is so kind, or at least respectful to talk to.
