>>212670290>I'm the lonely anonFeels a bit like a sad name for an anon, I'm an older but not too old poster here around /med/, I'm called Argentinette around these parts. You can guess from my gay writing style I'm either a really freaking gay man, or... A living, breathing, woman. I'm on the chubby side and can lift anyone under 100kg, so don't get excited lol.
>It's a miracle I manage to stay so thinEven if you stay thin, try to slowly change your habits bro. Overindulging so much will eventually lead to your body collapsing quicker than it should. I have to do something about my weight and blood sugar, but I don't know how or where to start to be honest...
>when I drink a lot>I can scream that I will fucking murder you>five seconds later hug you and tell you "I love you so much"...you're not talking about BPD right? Cause that's literally me when I have a BPD meltdown lmao. "I'M SORRY I'M A PIECE OF SHIT, I'M GOOD FOR NOTHING, BUT I LOVE YOU!" is what happens, and hell, I don't even need alcohol to reach that point. Just a loooot of stress and mixed signals.
>ArgentinotteHe's another anon from another thread who is one of my best friends, and we tried having a serious, monogamous relationship but he figured out he's both asexual and aromantic. Yeah, don't- don't ask me how, but I know he's being sincere. It's a confusing situation and I barely managed to understand it after we broke up. I'm just glad we're still close after all.
>I don't want alcohol to have an important place in my lifeTry to limit yourself to only a certain quantity in a day, if you feel quitting cold turkey is gonna make it worse. I was addicted to benzos and cigarettes, and with cigarettes I just cold turkey'd it. With benzos I had to make a willing decision that drugging myself is NOT going to fix my issues with myself and with people. It's just gonna make things worse.
Holy shit, sorry for the long text man, but please take care of yourself. Glad to see someone so honest round here.