>>40771981
should I cut like the faggot I am?

frequent and debilitating feel

Whenever I remember what I look like it makes my mood worse instantly. I’m incredibly envious of femboys and twinks, and just looking at a picture of one creates this feeling of anger/sadness/jealousy in my chest. Sometimes when I’m laying in bed I remember my appearance and get so upset that I start crying or thrashing around like a fucking child.

I try my best not to think about it but obviously it’s impossible to avoid thinking about it completely.
I can’t deal with it at all. Please help.

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