QOTT: Born in cali, lived until I was 7, moved to Oregon. Been here ever since.
Really wish it wasn't so difficult to find a monogamous partner around here. Been a few years single now but everyone is poly and shit, I just want someone to love.

after all these years, i still miss him. i miss his goofy laugh, i miss his toothy grin, i miss how he'd show genuine interest in my hobbies and passions and take the time to teach me about his. there's an emptiness in my life now that he's gone that i can never fill. everything i do just feels wrong, pointless, like there's something missing.
imagine feeling hungry, but no amount of food would satiate you. that's how i would describe it. things i should enjoy and have fun with, i just don't. most days i just sit around and whittle away my time waiting to go back in to work at a job to pay for shit i don't really carea bout. i have no future.
i also miss the fact he took huge massive shits. the drive i stored most of his videos on died and i lost several GBs of videos of him pooping. that hurt more than anything

>>40020347
>I have IBS and anxiety-related tummy issues
literally wife material but you don't even realize it....