>>81466250
>want to feel loved, which is ironic because i said i give up on it. being used as a sexual object would make me want to kill myself even more
Fuckin Hell. I feel that. I'm a single dad so I feel like the only girls that would ever show an interest in me are the BPD ones with the dad/dadbod kink, or single mothers with four kids looking for someone to pay the bills.