>>104212458
otra noche en la que un random se la va a coger en ese cosplay de Amy y de nuevo ese random no seré yo

>>513689662
I was...
https://youtu.be/jg_jMiRHpp0?si=IsbrLng5vrgT4cDl

>Looking for general history about human sacrificial practices (around the world preferably)
>>>Get "City of Sacrifice" it's just hundreds of pages of schizobabble about shit nobody cares about.
>Get "The Highest Altar" focuses on the fucking Inca specifically (even though it's billed as a general history of the practice)

I've thrown two books away now. I'm getting sick of this shit.

>>>Remember seeing a PBS documentary like, eighteen plus years ago or more about video games.
>>>It included games like Asheron's Call and Starcraft, was super comfy. I never saw it again.

Just remembered it today.

this is heartbreaking
my family weeps for you

>>510754170
I don't think I could burn off all those buttery baked goods even if I walked around all day. I do lots of cardio and still can only eat keto
How do Brits stay in such immaculate shape when they're eating baked goods and confectionery all the time?

I miss Popcap

>"friends" with a coworker who was about 30 years older than me maybe
>We go to the bar one weekend during the winter
>He gets absolutely fucking hammered, can't even stay on his feet because it's been snowing all week, slippery frozen
>Keeps falling on his bum ass, can't walk home
>He's a scrawny heavy smoker, will probably freeze to death if I leave him there
>Physically drag his drunk ass the multiple blocks back to his apartment
>He keeps calling me a fucking faggot the entire way back, laughing
>Managed to get him home safe
>He pisses on the floor in his apartment
>Keeps calling me a gay faggot until he passes out because I'm apparently gay for bodily dragging his dumb ass home

Sometimes I think I should have just fucking left him there laying in the snow but I know I never would have forgiven myself had I done that.

I haven't talked to him in a couple years now since we went to different jobs, he totally switched up on me after that night. I think he actually hated me for dragging his ass home.

I've given this man $20,000+ since 2011

I showed my parents Waking Life and they looked at me like I was fucking insane.

>Painted the kit
>Did weathering
>Realized that the kit is nonscale and i didn't apply the correct nonscale weathering

>>509488922
tfw no qt jewess gf to make me her goytoy.

>>509113509
TrannyTown
Men are no longer men who have real hobbies just cooming and gooning
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hl8aGeVnZXo&list=RDhl8aGeVnZXo&start_radio=1

>Be me, childhood was nightmare hellhole
>No father figure, grew up with abusive mother
>at 17 I meet a girl, were each others first relationships
>shes perfect: self-reliant but loyal, driven but not egocentric, confident but not arrogant, smart, 10/10
>date for 8 months, a lifetime when you’re 17

>mother finds out
>somehow obtains her phone number
>harasses her, gf is unable to deal with this
>eventually leaves me (understandably i guess)

>ffw college, move from tank to aquarium so to speak, lots of fish
>upbringing had sheltered me from reality that the fish are infected with parasites
>horrified as women go to parties naked, make out with strangers, rack up 20 bodies in a week, suck dick in public
>when they not publicly naked they form loud obnoxious flocks, talk in tongues in a language I do not understand
>conversations are frivolous or repulsively sexual
>monkey cavemen from 50000 yrs ago probably had conversations more substantive


I’m now 25 years old. I’ve come to harbor a contempt for all women who aren’t her. It’s a visceral, primal disgust—a revulsion not of the flesh, but of the soul, the kind of moral nausea one feels watching a middle-aged Indian man molest a child.

They’re not people, they’re feral creatures draped in human skin, stumbling through life with vacant eyes and a hunger only for ruin. Lacking nearly every quality that sets humans apart from beasts—empathy, self-respect, morality—yet they shriek their demands to be treated as equals.

I loathe what I’ve become, how deep this bitterness has rooted itself. But there is nothing left to be done. There is no hope for me now, no chance of reclaiming something as intimate, as unspoiled, as pure, as what I, what we, once had.

And yet, I’m not sad about this realization anymore, simply resigned, fatigued, defeated. This is the shape of my life now and I suppose I’ll carry it, alone, until the end. Anons, I think I’m completely, unequivocally, irreversibly cooked.

>>508796564
But I don't want to be a faggot, I want to be straight

I was looking for a job and then I found a job
And heaven knows I'm miserable now

>>507119720
Don't do it, man. For all you know, your life could turn around again.