>>23128935
>I can't recommend you any more movements because I'm not you. You are the only one who knows what you want, and the only one who can help himself
i know some things that would help for sure, and i understand what you mean about doing anything to move forward & break the loop i guess
>I recommend you to go out more often. Even if it's just your backyard, go there and breath some clean air. If you live in an apartment, go to the rooftop if you can. It sounds cliché, but it helps, at least for the thinking.
it's annoying, because it's very nice outside, but my parents have security cameras everywhere, i really hate it
i could probably walk, but i just hate the idea of being watched constantly, and standing out in public
i keep my window open and listen to the birds & get some air sometimes
