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i fucking knew you were gonna say that

It’s stress!
It’s all stress!
Every issue I have is due to stress!
It’s fucking annoying that it’s that simple but it is
Constantly towing the line between pushing myself to do more but not worrying about maximizing every waking moment of my life
Accepting a bare minimum and continuing tomorrow without accepting mediocrity

I think I started this slump I’m in now because I have a ton of free time at work and decided to try and use that to practice hobbies like drawing and writing
Returned to that all or nothing attitude of needed to do more more more, got subconsciously stressed and lost desire to do things - no real event all just mental thoughts and subconscious reactions

Fuck