Going to class and getting my ass kicked is the only period in my week I feel as though I'm progressing in life. After Judo I feel directionless, hopeless, like shit. Does anyone feel the same? Does anyone know how to achieve a degree of peace and contentment in all aspects of my life outside of the classes? I also go gym as well for some strength and conditioning, but I am lacking in any emotionally fulfilling connections. I am dead inside.