>>106196445
It's just that it was by far my favorite thing to jerk off too during puberty, my formative years that are crucial in shaping our tastes, it's too deeply rooted for me now, which is an issue because I have a fiancee, female, XX, no cock, hasn't done anal for over a year and isn't into pegging. I'm not going to cheat on her, ever, but it feels like there's this part of my sexuality, a big important part I struggle to ignore, that's being denied and it's the worst. I wish I could just stop liking this stuff forever, anon.