You know what? I want every part of me completely covered in self harm. even my neck and stomach

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who am I fucking kidding. I'm not a girl. I'm not even a hon, I'm just a fucking dude. I don't WANT to be a male at all, but nothing about me is feminine. I should fucking off myself.

>be me
>walking around
>see hot guy
>my pathetic small cock twitches

how do i become more dominant and less of a bottom? thanks

Detransing can't be a option after a boy complimented me by kissing me on the cheeks in the front of his friends and then another time in front of his parents, I was manmoding but someone told them I was on HRT, his dad needs to kill me or I need to kill myself. I'm so fucking sorry and ashamed.