>>40923251
definitely, except for the resistance part. i say embrace it, power is really the only thing humans strive for and you're no different from everyone else in that regard. personally i find myself speaking my mind a lot more which makes people either completely gravitate to me or take on a combative attitude and shun me, no inbetween. don't guilt trip yourself over being in your natural state. also coincidentally the people i get on really well with don't watch porn and don't jerk off often so there's that lol