>>719758630
he won

>>280679749
literally me

>>279832759
>OP tries to be ironic but in doing so makes an objectively correct opinion
笑わせるな。

Something I realized recently is that part of why I feel miserable is because I tend to hate people that have the things I want:
>Hate people that have financial stability because I never had it and at this rate won't
>Hate people that have will power to do the things they set their minds to
>Hate people that live in Japan because I turned down an offer to study there and regret it every day
>Hate people that draw better than I do, I love art but suck at it
>and so on and so forth
I feel like a pathetic loser that can't do anything and blames others for his misfortune instead of building something for himself.
I know that this is bad, that those people haven't done anything bad to me or took anything from me, so I wonder, why can't I stop being envy and hating.
It's so scary.
To know what you are doing and thinking is wrong and not knowing how to make it stop.
I'd appreciate any advice, thanks.