>>150330338
Better than previous years. But I'm making a lot of steps forward without meds this time which is important. Maybe I'm growing out of whatever it was. The fact I don't respond as expected to meds was why I was undiagnosed in the first place. Tomorrow I leave to do west highland way which will be a test on myself because I'll be tired hungry and get shitty sleep. If I stay 'normal' I'm cured.
>>150330357
I eat a lot of salads still and sometimes vegetables. Yesterday I has cauliflower cheese for example. It's a brilliant diet for a variety of reasons. You eat very well too, I don't eat steaks, venison, duck etc but if you did you'd basically eat like a medieval king.
>>150330514
It was because I didn't react to the medicine which I've posted previously. I don't have big crazy psychotic meltdowns where I harm people or myself, I'm generally in control of my actions especially when I'm not around others. I'm glad because it's a millstone around your neck. In most cases you're fucked. Law will blame you, car incident? Bipolar freak must be manic again!! Insurance is higher too. Can make going to other countries tricky. Long term effect of meds seems to be a factory reset of brainberg but I still get side effect like itchy, issues sleeping, restlessness. But these are dealt with easily. Drugs are grim though it makes you feel physically unwell and you have brain capacity of a cat. HRV is fucked and you literally lose 15% athletic performance overnight.
