7 results for "d55d64bfbe36e8829cf6d999aa4da1d7"
i have discovered that dissociative states can have their own self-contained dissociative states. its kinda freaky to think about

https://youtu.be/a_Rw9D7d4pI
>>41128774
i admittedly deprive myself anyways. or, more accurately, i never indulged to the degree i wanted to because of my belief in Ethics™

https://youtu.be/lMYIQz8VS4s

>>41128777
trips of truth, great minds and all that
>>41120536
a fellow fan of the concept of entropy i see

https://youtu.be/uD4izuDMUQA
>>41038067
it seems you have a nice relationship with this spirit. my relationship with the smile guy is...different. he seems to more so embody a feeling than anything, i don't think he speaks, or if he does he doesn't speak to me. he was just sitting there in the void alone. his face has this intensity to it, like he can see right through you and pick you apart just by looking at you

i felt as though he was the dreamer, isolated and alone, but i don't really know that for sure. i feel his malignant smile on my face in certain moments, especially since going loosh vamp

https://youtu.be/U88w6n-v-gk

>>41038090
when i say synchronicity, i mean patterns in happenstance that form messages and meanings. i can't predict them, nor can i stop or control them, all i can do is control how i react to them

https://youtu.be/3Fn_AEQ0r-g
>>40953148
oh, now i get the varde/barkon thing a little bit more. would it be fair to say that varde is the spirit? barkon is (presumably) using the same body as you

i was trying to figure out if you were an alter or tulpa or something like that

https://youtu.be/qcEVvIwpel0
>>40894733
you are sharing this thread with gnostics, muslims, hindus, jews, pagans and atheists

https://youtu.be/Do6iiSa4hmc
>>40878654
its a work in progress but yeah i think that's a decent moniker

https://youtu.be/FNYo0OpghHw