>>63855182
LARP it until you make it. 25 years ago when i was in the Army i started bullshitting about North Korea until after a few years i suddenly realized i knew more about them than anyone else around me including at one point a Two Star General.
The mere fact that you are asking the question and actively trying to find the answer puts you in the one in a million category when it comes to humanity, go with it bro.
At one point a couple of bicycle repairmen fantasized about making a flying machine. There were people who saw it take off who saw us land on the fucking moon.
Be like that, i believe in you!