>>82484027
thanks for stopping by, anon. i hope you're doing a bit better today
>>82484034
>get me?
yes. after school it's near impossible to make new friends unless you've already got a friend group established. your best bet is to look for hobby clubs or go to the same shops and become a regular there or something like that. or you could make friends at work too i guess, though i don't know how high the success rate of that is.
>>82484085
>I am also one of those optimists who hope that they will live to immortality
are you sure you'd like to be immortal anon? it seems like a curse to me. if we do reach immortality it won't be like in fantasy where one stays young forever, but more like your consciousness getting transferred to a machine or a new body or something like that. until we find a way to de-age, im more than happy with having an expiry date.
>>82484194
>I don't want to die. I really don't. I don't want to hurt anyone either. But I don't want to be alive either.
me too anon, me too. i believe most people that commit suicide don't actually want to die either, they just get to the point where they can't live anymore. you're not alone on this though, really, you're not. there's many like you, i am one of them. i know it offers little comfort to know that, (at least it does to me, i'd rather if others weren't suffering as much as i am) but still i hope it can make you feel less estranged. i hope you can feel better eventually, anon, don't let the bad take over you!
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what's on your mind anon? are you worried? are you happy? does everything feel like nothing?
>>82086287
>Whole damn bathroom
damn that's really unlucky. it is what it is i guess... least you'll have a shiny new bathroom once everything is fixed!
>Trying to go down in a gunfight
hm, why that? do you prefer going out with a bang rather than quietly?
>Aurora Borealis
i've heard some guy had it in his kitchen...
>I wanted to die every time I walked outside.
i have no idea why im so weak to heat honestly, perhaps because i was born in a cold month, but anything over 30 degrees absolutely kills me. which is funny because the average temperature of a kitchen is 30 degrees and i'll have to work in them in the future (assuming i dont die)
>Anything cool or especially uncool happen
not really. most of the time im at home playing guitar or hitting my dumb boxing bag. i guess something cool happened but i dont want to talk about it because it makes me want to kill myself whenever i think about it. but thanks for asking.
>>82086358
>when the sirens go or when something is flying in the area
that must be so scary. always having to worry you might get bombed next, man im sorry they have to go through this anon. i really hope all this nonsensical violence ends soon.
>Having a big garden/mini farm is beneficial too.
yeah that must be a huge help. i wanna have one too if i manage to buy a house. vegetables dont get any fresher than that!
>Im not considered fit for service where i live
is it because of mental issues? but yeah, at least you're safe. hm, i dont think that the ukrianian military can forcefully enlist you considering you havent been born there, so in that regard you should be fine. i sincerely hope you can see your family soon anon
>Pretty nice place ignoring the usual third world politics these countries have
what would you usually do there? just hang out with family or something else too?
>Whole damn bathroom
damn that's really unlucky. it is what it is i guess... least you'll have a shiny new bathroom once everything is fixed!
>Trying to go down in a gunfight
hm, why that? do you prefer going out with a bang rather than quietly?
>Aurora Borealis
i've heard some guy had it in his kitchen...
>I wanted to die every time I walked outside.
i have no idea why im so weak to heat honestly, perhaps because i was born in a cold month, but anything over 30 degrees absolutely kills me. which is funny because the average temperature of a kitchen is 30 degrees and i'll have to work in them in the future (assuming i dont die)
>Anything cool or especially uncool happen
not really. most of the time im at home playing guitar or hitting my dumb boxing bag. i guess something cool happened but i dont want to talk about it because it makes me want to kill myself whenever i think about it. but thanks for asking.
>>82086358
>when the sirens go or when something is flying in the area
that must be so scary. always having to worry you might get bombed next, man im sorry they have to go through this anon. i really hope all this nonsensical violence ends soon.
>Having a big garden/mini farm is beneficial too.
yeah that must be a huge help. i wanna have one too if i manage to buy a house. vegetables dont get any fresher than that!
>Im not considered fit for service where i live
is it because of mental issues? but yeah, at least you're safe. hm, i dont think that the ukrianian military can forcefully enlist you considering you havent been born there, so in that regard you should be fine. i sincerely hope you can see your family soon anon
>Pretty nice place ignoring the usual third world politics these countries have
what would you usually do there? just hang out with family or something else too?