>>41533089
>Is we getting food stamps this month?
we IS!! :DDDDDD

>How did you spend Halloween? What did you dress up as?
no costume but I wore a nice outfit and met up with my weird t4t situationship at a bar for like an hour before going home because I work early shifts and weekends. she introduced me to some of her friends but I was so nervous I hardly said anything and I was mostly ignored. feels kinda bad but I know it’s my own fault.

>Do you have a good relationship with your mother?
not really. my mother was neglectful to me as a child and was very open about loving my younger sister more. as an adult she refused to speak to or look at me for a month when I started HRT. once she saw over my shoulder that I was on tinder and asked me if I was “a boy or a girl” on the app. I told her I was openly trans in my profile and she had a hysteric meltdown/screaming fit where she went on and on about how I was raping lesbians. we’re no contact now. I hold so much resentment towards her but I still have some fondness for her. she inspired me to take up piano as a child and my fondest memory is of her holding me in her lap showing me how to play.

>>41104680
it’s true. being a gynephilic MtF is being fundamentally unloveable and doomed to die alone. cis women are obviously disgusted by me sight unseen, but other trans women only want to be with cis women, tboys or chasers. there are no options.