>>76410102
No, sometimes you really do suffer extensively for nothing.
Only thing you can do is double down on the things you want in life and pursue it with everything left.
Also that other anon is wrong, anger and hatred will carry you extremely far. It is a deep well of motivation, energy and focus that is meant to protect you and serves to remind you what happens when you are weak. Your own emotions are meant to help you and you should never let that feeling go, but do learn to switch out and control your emotions as needed.
The blame is on your parents and none of it is your fault, but you are the one with the responsibility to fix the problem. Such is life, now get angry faggot, you deserve better.
