>>82404399
Sometimes I am scared I don't, or that at least I will end up losing what I have. I have a lot of trouble connecting with other people. With feeling for them. Sometimes I see tragedies and feel nothing. Sometimes I see them and feel amusement.
I feel like a monster often times. So I seek death fighting bad people before what little good is left in me can die. But maybe it's already gone, and I'll simply be committing atrocities.
