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Receiving postive attention from a woman, unironically.
You'll never hear norms talk about it and you'll rarely hear autists talk about it because it never happens to them but 90-100% of men's motivation comes from some intrinsic biological reaction that happens when a woman who you find attractive pays you positive attention.
It's all well and good to spend weeks, months, years dossing by yourself but then one day on a work's night out in June 2019 you find yourself in the smoking area talking to a lass from the 7th floor and she's staring you straight in the eyes, her big brown doe eyes looking up at you smiling, and you're smiling like an idiot back at her talking about some inane shite but suddenly you feel like the world is in full technicolour whereas before it was black and white monotone. She's not desperate to be somewhere else, she's happy to be stood there talking to you and even though you're a cretinous virgin bastard something in you can tell she likes you and you like her and there's this weird magnetism in the air. Internally you remark that the last 26 years you have spent telling yourself you don't give a shite and can make do without women and romance were pure copium and you realise you need to sort your life out.