Are throwing knives fun?

My mother is English/german and my father italian. i identify with my mother's family more but they think i'm too olive skinned to be one of them so i'm stuck in the middle and belong nowhere.

what do i do? i'm sick of being likened to a sopranos character for being from staten island

whens the persona american school mod

>father looks like stallone
>mother is geman + english
>look turkish
>too dark to be accepted by my mother's family
>not loud + obnoxious enough to blend in with italians
>belong nowhere